Got my pay slip yesterday, the first pay slip after pay raise this year. To the company, I worth $20 an hour now, just few cents more than last year.

Want to change job, but my ex colleague said my job is easy and relax compared with others. She said if it’s not the working hours, she would not have changed the job. I’m not so sure about the relax part now, my job used to be pretty relax, nothing much to do. Now, there are many changes and I feel like I’m just on the phone, chase and push people all day, which is different from my original job description. And I’m not good at pushing people to do things, hate it.