I was walking around inside my house in the middle of the night. There was no sound, all silent. So quiet, it’s scary. Turned TV on so there is some noise, nothing good on TV, as usual. Is this my life? I wonder.

When I had a job, I felt there is no purpose in my life. Now I don’t have a job, the feeling of emptiness is stronger.

What am I hoping to achieve here? It feels like I’m just sitting here and waiting to die. A piece of me disappears every second passes by. I’m waiting for some life changing event to happen. I feel it’s going to happen, just not sure when.