I am a little bit lost.

I was really bored at home and wanted to have a job so I can start working just a few weeks ago.

Now, I am not sure if I really want to go to work.

A little bit scared that I may not be suitable for this job.

Also scared that I won't like this job.

On the other hand, I will not stay at home all day and do nothing.

I will be meeting people and doing stuff.

I will be busy again and I will not have time to think about what the meaning of life is.

At least with this job, I will be able to enjoy the public holidays.