I am a little bit lost.
I was really bored at home and wanted to have a job so I can start working just a few weeks ago.
Now, I am not sure if I really want to go to work.
A little bit scared that I may not be suitable for this job.
Also scared that I won't like this job.
On the other hand, I will not stay at home all day and do nothing.
I will be meeting people and doing stuff.
I will be busy again and I will not have time to think about what the meaning of life is.
At least with this job, I will be able to enjoy the public holidays.